同一支笔(1)【汤姆|梅洛普|母子治愈向】
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ke him.” (你不过是想见见他,不是吗?想看看我到底和他长得有多像。)
梅洛普被这话刺伤了,两行泪顺着半透明的脸颊溅落在地,遂即消失得无影无踪。她急切地向汤姆又走了一步。
“N…No, my darling. I wanted to see you. I want to see you more than anyone else in the world.”(不……不,我的宝贝。我想见你。我想见你,超过世界上任何其他人。)
她再次试探着伸出手臂,想摸摸自己的儿子。
“I…I loved you… I love you. More than anyone in the world.”(我……我爱你……我仍旧爱你。比世界上任何人都多。)
但梅洛普的手被她儿子愤怒地一把挥了开。灰白的透明手臂消散成烟云,过了片刻才重新聚拢到一起。
“You liar! You loved him! And me? I was just…an unintended……sequence.” (你撒谎!你爱的是他!我只不过是……是个预期外的……后果。)
泪水刺痛着双眼。汤姆不住地摇头。他像个孩子一般缩在办公桌后面,为了稳住声音里的颤抖,嗓调轻了下来。
“No, mother. If you loved me, you wouldn’t have chosen death.”(不,母亲。如果你爱我,你当时就不会选择去死。)
梅洛普惊慌地摇着头,“No…no, my darling boy! The choibsp; was never between you and death, my darling. I wanted to live…to live, for you. But in that moment…I…I couldn’t use any magibsp; My strength was gone… My will, shattered. I wanted to stay, to hold you, to kiss you, but I was too weak. I thought…I thought you would be better off without me…just like how every person I know would be better without me.”(不……不,我的宝贝!我的选择从来都不在你和死亡之间,我的宝贝。我是想活下去的……为了你活下去。可是那一刻……我……我无法使用任何魔法。我的力量已经枯竭……我的意志,彻底崩溃。我想留下来,想抱着你,想亲亲你,但我太虚弱了。我以为……我以为没有我,你会过得更好……就像我认识的每一个人,没有我都会更好一样。)
她的声音在颤抖,灰白的手臂再次向前伸去,却再次被汤姆冷冷地躲开。
男孩儿眼神冰冷,泪水早已被熊熊燃烧的愤怒蒸发殆尽,唇边只余一个讥讽的笑。
“You bsp; keep lying to me, mother. You bsp; keep lying to me all you want! But I have gone to Little Haon. I’ve talked to Morfi
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