第(5/54)节                                                                           我怕我现在一时激动答应了和李澈结婚之后，过两年，他腻了之后，会像当初靳骐离开我一样突然要求离开。                                                                                                            如果要说我有多ai靳骐，其实我可以很肯定地说，我已经不ai他了。                                                                                                            我ai的只是当初自己美好的想象，ai上的只是ai情而已，就算ai过，也是我青春之中的事情了，在这么多年里面，时间已经把我对靳骐的ai消磨殆尽了。                                                                                                            我只是怕。                                                                                                            靳骐是那条蛇，而李澈现在是那条井绳。                                                                                                            我不能确定有一天那无害的绳子会不会突然之间化身成为一条蛇来咬我一口。                                                                                                            被咬过的人总是想要保护自己，全方位的。                                                                                                            其实我ai自己更多一点，很自私的。                                                                                                            李澈和我在河边坐了一会，吹了有近半小时的风，吹得我通t发凉之后他终于大发善心地宣告要摆驾回g了。                                                                                                            吹的快出鼻水的我泪眼汪汪，只差没喊上一句谢主隆恩了。                                                                                                            李澈在小镇上呆了两天，他走的时候我还赖在被窝里头睡的迷迷糊糊的。                                                                                     
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